clarification: I do not know if they will be other volumes of this post, but I liked the name and I'm sure there are more lies in the back, only I have to detect.
I think a big, or there, I am very modest and mostly I have a very fragile self-esteem, but throughout my life made me feel great. My teachers and professors throughout my career I was told to pay more (if I was to study the minimum necessary) well I'm very capable, but it did not explode. My parents, obviously, never stopped to tell me how wonderful I am and how proud they are of me. My therapist! Not so well as before, but knew my great features noted in any session.
All these things make me doubt every day, I am really so great? No, it can be. And if I am and I do not mind being so hard on myself all the time? Others are as great as I? Know what? And what about all those people mega cool but her teachers, parents and therapists never told him? Think they are crap? Or are so great they do not need others to tell you?
Honestly, no idea I can think of a lot of questions on the issue, but the greatest of all is: blatantly lied to us throughout our lives? I'm a big fan of tolerance, equality and all that stuff hippies who walk around. I automatically think that yes, we lied, we are all equal, great or not. Do not give me such nonsense that I'm "special" if the time is going to turn to tell another child. That is WRONG, this kid does not expect more than disappointments facing adult life thinking about how special and wonderful it is. That is seriously a fucked up joke that we made in our young life of the semi-adult. Someday I will discover the reason for this cruel trick, is that adults hate their children?
Now, if you're reading and do not understand what I mean, yey! I'm special! Please comment and aclarármelo. On the other hand, if I understand, I want to say just a few things: Mediocre! Idiot! Good for nothing! NO SPECIAL SOS. Nothing, I do because I love.
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